When it Becomes a Chore
This day is exhausting, and I have no one to blame but myself. You know the feeling when you have to do something, but you have no willpower to get it done? When that happens and the project becomes a chore, you do whatever it takes to distract yourself from it and mentally you will fight tooth and nail to do anything, but that. That is the struggle I am dealing with today and it is taking all my energy to stay the course.
The struggle is there, but it will not dissuade me. I am reeling with the effort and it is making me like I have a body cold. That feeling when you are weak and weary to the point where your bones hurt? That is what I call a body cold. Being completely run down. But I am not giving up. Step by step I am moving forward even if it takes all day. I made a promise and I am dedicated to it no matter how badly I want to drop everything.
Return back to Month Two here.