Day 50

Nervous Energy

The day of rest yesterday did me a lot of good, and I am looking forward to jumping in on this new project with all my energy.  I expected some nerves getting started on this, and as expected, the nerves are there in full force.  The exhilaration is palpable, and I am enjoying it, I am not going to lie.  It comes and goes in waves and I am still hours away from the beginning of this journey I signed up for.  I am happy.

I am a bit worried that there will be an overload of all that energy, and it might backfire in the end.  It has happened before.  I have been riding a series of good days, but I’m never that lucky.  I know something on the horizon will come and trip me up.  That is the way life is.  The best I can do is trust.  I have to trust in my strengths, like my thirst for learning, my intellect, and my determination to make this work. I also must trust in my preparation for this, and the time I took to relax and rest.  That is what I will do… and I’ll try to remember to breathe.    


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