So today has been a very surreal day. I started preparing for what’s to come, and it felt like an out of body experience. I have always been the type of person to come prepared. Especially since I learned that lesson early on in life when I showed up unprepared and felt so embarrassed about it. I walked into my first job interview without a resume. I had not even filled in an application. It is a minor miracle that I got the job after all.
Preparing for this is a bit weird because I both do and do not know what to expect. I know that sounds a bit silly, but it makes sense to me. There is a lot of things I know, but there are a lot of things that are behind the scenes that I’m not privy to. There are only a few things I can do right now, but I will do the best I can to be as prepared as I can. This all means a lot to me and I will do the best I can. It will be a long process. It is a process that been put in place for good reasons, but it will be a little bit like torture to get through the time it will take for the shackles of being new will be removed.
Return back to Month Two here.