What a whirlwind of a day and what a maelstrom of a night. The climate was heavy throughout, and my resolve was bouncing up and down like a rudderless boat in a storm. How can so much good and so much bad fit in one day? It all started so good. Sleep, calm, company of loved friends. Even someone that I looked up to offered to help me… me… And things were good. Too bad the story didn’t end there.
Late in the dark, things got dark. Demons I had thought sleeping recovered and haunted me again. Fear and uncertainty mixed in the Devil’s bowl along with anxiety. Things were bleak again. I have been here before. On the verge of falling back in the void. But no more. I will not let things affect me like they have before. No. More
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