Day 76

Love and Fear

I am so very excited and so very spent today. Both terms positive and both from the same situation. I have been waiting for this for four weeks now, and it did not disappoint. The energy was amazing from beginning to end, and the voice came effortlessly. The gathering was fun, and even the time alone was fun. There were only a few hiccups and even those were easily solved and taken care of.

This is going to be more fun that I even expected. At the same time, it will also be a challenge. The voice comes too easy and that worries me a little bit. Usually when a voice comes too easy it usually is a good thing because it is there when you need it, but it is also bad because it is harder to switch off. That can make things… uncomfortable for the same reason it makes things comfortable. And any role-players out there that are reading this, they know exactly what I am talking about. Getting out of character can be tough when it is a character you can get very easily into. Sometimes you feel like you are stuck within.